Do you Know my pain!

Do you know my pain.Some may say Iam insane.I look too the Heavens for the answers,but It pulls me ever so closer.Like a Friend it never leaves me.Sometimes alone I often wonder.Too Heaven I pray to release me,but the pain gets stronger as it takes me.Iam a man of my convictions,but slow my road redemption.I pray too God this man of wisdom,without the call Iam still in wonder.Heaven help all the lost souls,too see if hell is really hot or cold.

Why am I so for from Home.

Why am I so far from Home.The road looks so much like the old road,that I thought I was Home.Why am I so confused too see this road.This road to Home.I feel so alone.I here the voice your not along, but I feel so lost I can't come Home.These little demons of past I reserve.I Live this life too past the time.All the words come into play,so here Iam too say.They play me like a fiddle so smooth and soft,but I Live my Life so cruel and rough.So here am inside this world ,too live this life all whirl and twirl.

The Betrayal!

The moment you suspect the deceit.The deception.The knife being pushed deeper.But we are civilized.The Human factor.Forgive and forget.The pain is deep,but forgiveness is deeper.