Something to Have!

How does it feel to have something to have.If you never had it,why should you care.To pull for straws and sometimes your hair.It is never enough even with something you have.I miss my parents who died early in life.Sometimes its loney not knowning why,I sit up at night.sometimes too cry.Its all about nothing and all just the same.I cry at night with pitty and shame.When I look at it all its all just the same.Something that once was, is still just the same.