Do you Know my pain!

Do you know my pain.Some may say Iam insane.I look too the Heavens for the answers,but It pulls me ever so closer.Like a Friend it never leaves me.Sometimes alone I often wonder.Too Heaven I pray to release me,but the pain gets stronger as it takes me.Iam a man of my convictions,but slow my road redemption.I pray too God this man of wisdom,without the call Iam still in wonder.Heaven help all the lost souls,too see if hell is really hot or cold.